Stress

Phew...Today by far was the most strssful day for me...
Had to rush 3 documents to CEO to sign off before the exchange rate goes higher...
That itself taken up my whole day!
Was a crazy & mad day for me...
Time was passing by extremely fast as well...
Had to run back & forth from Block B to Block C...
My mind is so exhausted...
Work keeps pilling up...
Then got a sketch practice...
Looks like for the next few days it would be late nights for me...
I dont remember feeling this exhausted when I was doing production...
I guess I'm mentally tired...that puts down the whole system...
Wished I had 2 of me to do all the task...
Maybe I should manage my time better...
Bit of both...
Don't know what I'm rambling now...
Tired...Exhausted...Headache...
Need a holiday...
Need to party....
Need to get my wild side out...
Need to balance my lifetyle....

I Lost My Way

Have you come across in life where you dont know which route you wanna take?
A crossroad which leads to an unknown future...
The route you thought would lead you to the light seems like a dead end...
You start to wonder if you are making the right decision...
That is exeactly how I am feeling right now...

It's been more than a month now since I started my new job...
The feeling of uneasiness slowly creeps into my body...
I dont know why...
I used to have quite a happening life...
A crazy life in fact...
It seems joining the corporate world has changed that somehow...
I try to cheer myself up...
but to no in vain...
I feel like I'm missing a puzzle in my life...
And that something is really bothering me...
It's very irritating...
That something which I cannot put into words...
Neither can I visualise it...

Could it be that I am not happy with what I am doing now?
Would someone take my hand and lead me to the right path...
Coz I think I have lost my way...