Nothing Last

As hard as I tried not to think about it, it became very obvious that I couldn’t live without it. Not after all the tears, joy, laughter and sweat that I stored in it. Memories and hard work of years just vanish in a blink of an eye. I may have exaggerated but no word can help describe how I feel now. The song by Brian McKnight "One Last Cry" could best describe the emotions I am experiencing..

I am actually mourning for the "death" of my beloved external hard drive. It is today that I realized something important. Nothing really last or stay forever. As hard and as you may try to protect the things or ones you love, somehow something will come up and snatch it away from you.

Scripts, photos, videos & past work. I lost all of these today. It felt like someone had taken the soul out of me and what’s left is just my frail body. A part of me died today bringing along all the 5-6 years of memories. Important stuff which I thought I kept well in this loving hard drive of mine are all gone. Nothing could ever replace the things I kept in that hard drive of mine. All I could do now is pray and hope that whoever found or took it will return it back to me. Anything…anything just please bring back my hard drive to me..

I shall mourn for you till you return into my arms again.. =(